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The Questionable Reply

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How am I supposed to reply?
How am I supposed to take this?

It's not words of endearment.
I'm not stupid enough to believe those.

No its almost like a sad recollection.
A realization of time lost, in time.
Of a moment lost because of stubborn ignorance and cowardice.

It makes me want to hide.
To run away and never see you again.
Never hear your voice again.

I wish to forget you.
I wish to run away.

Somebody erase me.
Erase my memory.

Because there I think, is the only way to freedom.
The only way to get away from your clutches.

I'm frightened.

And I find I'm not frightened of hurting him because of me.
But hurting him because of you.
a thing I wrote in the moment 05.15.13 because I'm messaging someone that I'm frightened I have feelings for still... I want to move on to somebody new.. but am I ready? I'm frightened that my feelings tho tentative on both sides of the table, will make me fall and shatter.... or that I'll shatter the one that I know cares deeply for me...

WELL!!! Ending of the monologue, I hope you enjoyed... Thank you for reading
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