From the Darkness--I ReachWhen I began,I was but a child.I thought as one.I believed as one.I felt as one.Nothing and everythingCould hurt me.Yet you were steady.You were there.Strong.Dependable.Caring.One who could not be stomped down.Even when I strayed;You were unwavering.Even when I doubted you;Your faith was lethal.I cannot imagine,What could have happened to me.What I could have become.If not for your gentle hand.But If's and Could's,They are but imaginings of the mind.And therefore, are not the present.Are not what I should believe in.I look for you now.After years of you gone.I look for you now.After I am hurt once again.Though it is selfish,I look for you.For I am a selfish creature.Looking for a piece of security.I look for you.You who has helped me.Cared for me.Laughed with me.Loved me.I look for you now.In the darkness,My hand reaches.I cannot see.Where have you gone?And from a sliver,A tiny sliver of light,from the blac
Excerpt: Cafe G"Savanah please!" I square her off in a room filled with memories of the ball. Filled with family momentoes of this woman smiling, gentle. This cruel and wicked woman who is trying to tear Atsu and me apart. "Savanah listen to me!" I snap stepping into the room. I'm tired of running. Tired of hiding from this woman. I don't care if she knows who I am. I don't care! I just want Atsumoi."What girl? What!" She snaps just as harshly back turning rapidly to me in the most menacing way with hatred lacing her words and eyes as she looked at me."I love your son." I state and before she can balk, before she can laugh in my face I add, "And I don't give a damn that he's a Phatom. Titles! Names! WORDS! They're just words! And Atsu is a person. You shouldn't treat people like pawns! Like dolls inexpensive cheap things you can just discard! He has a life. And I'm his choice." I glare at her with all of my being. The contacts made just for me dissolve into my tears and spill over my eyes in purple
Get On The TrainHave you ever had one of those moments when you come to a sudden realization;You're at the point of tears but you feel as though you have cried enough on the issue?Have you ever had a moment of realization and you feel almost sad and hurtBut then you feel a relief a pressure leave you and you're almost barren and detached?Have you ever had a moment of realization when you were suddenly able to see everythingBut nothing made sense?Have you ever had a moment of realization when all you could think was, "No."Because you would not believe what you are being told?Have you ever had a moment of realization where you are sitting in your chair and waiting For those damn stubborn tears to fallBut they wontBecause after everything you have gone through there is none left?Where you are sitting in your chair writing a piece of nothing in particularBut your emotions?Where you feel as though your heart is breakingBut in fact it has long since past that stage?Where you are sitting in yo
For Myself and For Life To ComeThough it hurts some,I am detached.The world is my oyster,And i plan on finding my pearl.I wish you luck in life and love.You will always be my first in such a horridly wonderful game.And though you will never see this,I am happy for you.You could be a jerkBut you were sweet.This is goodbye.I close our chapter.And i begin anew.That story is end.And now,I look forward to starting over too.Fresh.Thank you for helping to shape me.I hope you find what it was you were looking for and found me lacking.Just remember,Life is full of surprises.And maybe we'll meet in future.No regrets.No lies.Nothing.Good-bye.Until we meet again.